I realized that life is all about having fun with the time you have. I've been living my life scared. Im scared of what I might feel, what I might do, what I might say. But if I keep living my life this way soon it wont be a life it'll be a box that I've stuck myself in. I dont wanna be stuck. But I always dont wanna risk to much just to have some fun. Theres been a few time where I've risked important relationships just to have one night of fun. I dont want it to be that way. I wanna have fun and still have a personal life with someone. But sometimes it seems hard. Just because you may wanna do one thing and the other might wanna do another. Its hard for me to hang with my friends. But it seems when my personal someone hangs out one time my so called "friends" start to ask him to go hang out and not even think about me. The only guy (yeah 1 guy) who does want me to come out he doesn't want my boyfriend around. And I know why....but I think he thinks Im clueless to what hes trying to do. I dont talk about it because hes one of my bestfriends. But thats all he is to me. He wont admit to feeling the way Im describing him to. I know he does and honestly I dont care. I have no feeling towards him like that.
Im finding out more and more about the way I think everyday. I sometimes confuse myself with my thoughts. I dont really know what I want. The only thing I know is my life is short so I may wanna have fun all the time sometimes I just needa lay back and thank god for the timgs and people around me. And just take some time to chill. 50% fun! 50% chill! You'll never go wrong.
And if ever I find myself tempted to do wrong I just think about what I have and hoe I'd never wanna lose. And that thought helps me make th right choice.
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So I sneak out to the garden to see you. We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know. So close your eyes. Escape this town for a little while.
Life
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run.You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.It's a love story baby just say yes.Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel.This love is difficult, but it's real, Don't be afraid.We'll make it out of this mess.It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,I got tired of waiting.Wondering if you were ever coming around.My faith in you was fading.When I met you on the outskirts of town. I said: Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone.I keep waiting for you but you never come.Is this in my head, I don't know what to think.He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring. And said: Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone.I love you and that's all I really know.I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress.It's a love story baby just say yes.
1 comment:
Bleh, I think I'm the only other loser with this blogger.. anyways... Life is hard, and the choices you make are gonna make things harder. It took me years to realize that there are NO wrong choices. There are just choices that have less of a blow than the other.
You don't need to have someone in your life to have personally, but if you want one, then love them full-heartedly...don't look back. Your 'friends' don't want to have him around because they know how you both talk behind eachothers backs.
Live everyday like it's your last. period.
-Fox
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