Talked to Tonio about DC he's gonna try and take me I hope he can because I don't have any other ride because My brother doesn't want me working that far away from home...his girlfriend has got to work in the morning...my dad has to work...and my mom don't have a car. So yeah. But anyways my boyfriend said he'll go only in Tonio takes be but he ain't riding no bus. What a fucking baby. Oh and Tonio if your reading this you should get a lock for your bedroom door. I wouldnt trust you know who's bullshit.
Anyways. I hope I get this damn job. I really could use the money. Me and my boyfriend both could. He works usually on weekends but hes gonna be teaching summer hip hop Classes at a local dance studio. I hope he gets good money from this. I hope to make at least 11/hr at the job in DC but theres no promises. I just really need this money. My phone bills behind 400$ because of my mother. My phone is in her name but i pay for it. And shes been spending my money on shit for her. So ima have to get this shit right because god knows she wont. And I got rent to pay and a cable bill. I need food. I really need this job bad. I wish I wasnt so broke. My boyfriends always mad because he dont have any money. And this he gets mad @ me because I dont have any money. And when I do have money hes mad because its not his and he dont want any because Im the one who worked for it. But in the end I give him some.
Waldorf is not the place you wanna be. Everything cost to much. Jobs around here dont pay enough to do shit but pay rent and maybe have alil left for food.
I hate everyone whos holding me back from getting out of this shit hole and finding something better. I know the really reason why no one in my family wants me to work in DC its not because Im to young or I might get hurt. Its because they dont wanna see me make it and them still be stuck here. My bother makes 9.50/hr. Hes a manager at Pizza-Hut. He dont wanna take me to DC bc Ill be making 11/hr if not more and he dont want that to happen. My mom told me I quote "You dropped out of school Sarah your not suppose to make that kinda money, Your bother finished school hes the one you should make that much money, not you". And that just set me off. Im not gonna be able to do this if people stand in my way. And its bad enough my family dont want me to work down there but my boyfriend has been making some fucked up comments to me too like "If you think you can handle it go ahead, just dont cry to me when its too much" Im like bitch Im doing this for us. Like for real WTF? Why is everyone hating that Im doing something with my life. Im not just talking about doing something I really am.
To be honest I dont think people wanna believe that I can do more then make pizza's. I think people are mad at me because I've decided not to be lazy with my life and to doing something to better myself. I just wish someone just one person would support me in this. Anyway I think I typed to much. Bye
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