he wrote me this & I still feel like number 2 whats wrong with me??

I WANTED TO WRITE YOU A POEM OR SOMTHING BUT I REALLY
KIND OF JUST WANT TO TALK FROM MY FEELINGS AND MY
HEART. SARAH JEAN SMITH....YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND, YOU
ARE MY BEST FRIEND, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND MORE
AND MOST OF THE TIME I FEEL I DONT DISERVE YOU. YOUR
AMAZING AT EVERYTHING YOU DO AND HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
AND I NEVER REALLY WILL GET ENOUGH OF YOUR LOVE.
PRINCESS....THATS WHAT YOU ARE. TO ME. MY LOVE. THATS
WHAT I THINK OF YOU. I WAS ABOUT TO GO TO SLEEP BUT
I STARTED TO STARE AT YOU SLEEPING AND I FEEL BAD.
BAD THAT YOU DO SO MUCH FOR ME AND I CANT DO ENOUGH
BACK. I WANNA BUY YOU THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT
SO THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY OR SUPPORTING
ME LIKE YOU DO. I FEEL SO HELPLESS AND JUST...NOT
ENOUGH FOR YOU. I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT THE PHONE AND
I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO BREAK IT. I REALLY DID STEP
ON IT BY ACCIDENT. AND I AM AND KNOW THAT THIS CHECK
IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO TO GETTING A NEW ONE. BABY,
I REALLY JUST WANTED TO SAY......PLEASE FORGIVE ME
FOR NOT BEING RICH. FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING PERFECT.
FORGIVE ME FOR NOT HAVEING A CAR AND BEING ABLE TO
TAKE YOU PLACES WHEN YOU NEED TO GO. I WISH I COULD
DO SO MUCH MORE AND GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOUR
HEART WANTS AND NEEDS. YOUR SMILE, KISSES BODY AND
LOVE MAKE ME SO HAPPY. IM PRETTY SURE YOUR THE ONE
FOR ME BUT.....IM NOT PERFECT. AND IT KINDA HURTS ME
WHEN YOU SAY THAT TO ME. BECAUSE I KNOW IM NOT. IF
I WAS PERFECT WE WOULD NEVER FIGHT. I WOULD NEVER HURT
YOU OR MAKE YOU CRY. AND I DONT MEAN TO.
BUT THIS IS GETTING LONG AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
YOUR MY BABY....AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR BOTTLE
WHENEVER YOU CRY. I LOVE YOU SARAH JEAN KAY SMITH.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I DONT WANNA EVER
LET YOU GO. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING IVE DONE IN THE
PAST AND I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW I WILL TRY MY HARDEST
TO BE THE BEST BOYFRIEND YOU HAVE EVER HAD...GOODNIGHT
MY BABY. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, EVEN WHILE IM SLEEPING
NOW, ILL NEVER STOP PRINCESS.