Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Just a dream

He looks at her....smiles and says "I love you." She can't look him in the eyes bc she knows what she'd say to him. "I know" she says back with her big fake smile on. "Why can't you look me in the eyes? Do you know you'll say it back?" She's silent. "Why is it so hard to tell me you love me?" She looks him in the eyes "Because im not suppose to." Her eyes got a little watery but not enough for him to tell. "I can't live with the fact that I have to hurt someone to make myself happy." He looks at her with his know it all smile "You only need to worry about what makes you happy babe." She looks him in his eyes "I love you" she says to him with a sort of freedom.

She wakes up....it was just a dream....she doesn't know what to do it felt so real....she would give anything for it to be...but its not. As she lays her head back down to rest she thinks of the dream and doses off back into a deep sleep with a smile on her face .

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