I don't need this. Im so much better then this. That's what I keep saying to myself whenever I think about what's going on. If he thinks im throwing him away then so be it but I don't wanna feel bad for trying to make his "girlfriend" happy. I don't understand people, is it so much better to blam ours for your mistakes? Or to just run away from them? I feel like doing the right thing for once..
Leaving feels so right. I see no point in staying where I don't belong. No one seems to care. And I never asked them to so its whatever. I wish one person....just one would come up to me and say "Im gonna miss you" but instead people tell me that Im not gonna be able to do it and Im never gonna make it.
Let me make my mistakes Im a big girl. I don't need help. If I mess up I mess up. Everyone messes up sometimes. Im still the same Kay Im just a different Sarah.
"I shall return back for I have promised to stay in heart"
Monday, November 10, 2008
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