Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Maybe Im wise. Or maybe my mistakes have taken over me;;

So Im awake and its like 8am. I dont know why Im awake I guess I just dont feel like sleeping. I really dont have anything on my mind. I guess Im just scared to dream. I had a nightmare last night. It was bad. I also had alot on my mind. Ive been super busy lately. Havent had time to update this......thing I call my journal. I guess I just like thinking someone somewhere is reading this and cares. Or maybe me writing my mistakes with help someone else from making them.

Ive had alot of time to think at night...(its the only time Im not worried about bills and friends...and its the only time I can really hear my self think)...and Ive been wondering "Wtf am I doing with my life?...I need something new and this is a big year for me...I should be going wild" But in the back of my mind I really dont want to. I have to make to do. And the world is suppose to end in 2012.lol. Thats not alot of time to do everything I wanna.

Maybe Ive gotten wise. Or maybe I took some mistakes in and really thought about that. But whatever I did I know Ive become a better person. And a smarter one at that. I wish I had something crazy to type. Something that will make you go "holy sh!t" but I dont. All I can do is leave ou with this lil bit of info.

//never regret anything you did because at some point you wanted to do it.//

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