Update :]

So it looks like Im using this for now. Xanga isnt working. So yeahh. I have alot on my mind. I unblocked him from my Twitter today. But that doesnt mean he'll relize I did. And its not that I care if he does. I just feel like this is a step for me to be friends again. Not that I wanna be his friend but I dont want to be like this forever. I dont want to avoid him all the time. Even if he doesnt live here anymore doesnt mean he wont come back. And when he does I wanna be on a level with him where I can atleast say hi to him. But Idk. Plus it doesnt help that his girl friend is awesome bc I cant just ignore her shes to nice to me lmao. And shes cool. So I hope one day I can see them and say hi to both of them.
And when he left I didnt even say goodbye. I just couldnt. I was ready to talk to him again yet. Plus I love Rain too much to betray him and go behind is back and talk to him. Trust me he would have never let him forget it. lol. I love Rain and Im lucky I have him. Hes been there and hes still here which means alot to me.
Well Im should be getting to bed I have to work for 9hours tomorrow. lol. So goodnight. And you know sometimes I wonder just who am I telling all this too. lol. Oh well.